January 2010
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Okay, yeah..No.
Not ready. not ready at all.
Hidden from "Them"
Odds are, there will be the one day they read this.
“It’s so easy to call someone a friend. It’s a lot harder to act like one.”
Frustrating
I’ve never experienced such an anxiety.
It doesn’t help that I don’t have my phone.
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what would you do if everyone hated your best friend?
I guess it’s inevitable they’ll read this.
For such a long time, I’ve stood by my “best friend” and even supported him through everything. When times went a’changing, our dynamics went to the wayside. This “best friend” became a stranger, but I don’t hold it against him....
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Does Larizza & Sean really make you barf lol. Why? You know who this is. C.A.B
Hello, my favorite C.A.B!!! Yes, it makes me barf because hearing my brother all “gigil” is cute but so weird!! I don’t know other than that. I guess it’s cool. But just knowing how he flirts skeeves me out. Nothing against you. Lol! Do you remember when I spoke about my...
Why bother?
I don’t think you were ever much of a good friend.
Today is a New Day
I’m not as moody as yesterday. I feel bad for being a punk ass yesterday, but I have to suffer repercussions by a loss of voice. I’m a bit scratchy and congested. That I can deal with for another 24 hours. Hopefully I get it back. I didn’t even do anything to ruin it other than work on my stock inventory (at work) in the outside freezer/refrigerator.
That did a number. However,...
Better Stay Up Late
I had a dream about killer mini-bees and got stung. I woke up this morning (feelin’ like P.Diddy, jk….) with a swollen eye and a swollen top lip. I also saw the (new) Nightmare on Elm St. trailer before I went to sleep last night. Coincidence? I THINK NOT! My theory is that Kreuger sent those bees after me because he knew I used to be afraid of him, but now that my fear of him...
I, Too, Hate Cynicsm, Coco!
“To all the people watching, I can never ever thank you enough for your kindness to me and I’ll think about it for the rest of my life. All I ask of you is one thing: please don’t be cynical. I hate cynicism. For the record, it’s my least favorite quality, and it doesn’t lead anywhere. Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they would get, but if you work hard and you’re kind, I’m telling...
I feel like crap today.
allyhardy:
I feel like I’m not appreciated.
No worries, you are. :)
Don't Feel Bad..
I still manage to sleep at night without “you”, whoever you are. Acting like it doesn’t bother me, when it shouldn’t. And it doesn’t, BUT it doesn’t change the fact that I’m still pretty lonely. Don’t feel bad..
A Tangent of Thought.
I feel really, really, really terrible that such a thing has happened to Haiti. I didn’t want to blog about it, but it was brought to my attention that there was a significant amount of media coverage about it. Does anyone remember the tsunamis that affected Southeast Asian/Pacific Islands (Indonesia, Vietnam, Philippines, Tonga, etc.)? Of course not. In my Public Speaking class this past...
Hottie at the Hyatt.
I can’t stop thinking about your perfection. I think I’m gonna write a song about you. lol.
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what is your biggest mistake/regret?
Either having picked up one-too-many potato chips/cheesesteaks/ice-creams/happy meals or not motivating myself enough to fix my physical flaws.. diabetes & high blood pressure run in my family.. I’m afraid that if I don’t fix that soon, that will be my biggest mistake/regret. Other than that, I have none. Of course, I wish I...
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sangerous:
Hi sangie. I like how honest you are.. I would like to hang out more please. thanks.
That makes me smile. I only live about 15 minutes away from chris!! wanna do a song together for coffeehouse? that, or, i’ll even play one of your songs for you or something lol. how come I don’t see you w/a setlist? are you in chris’?
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I’m not performing. I’m a scaredy...
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Hi sangie. I like how honest you are.. I would like to hang out more please. thanks.
That makes me smile. I only live about 15 minutes away from chris!! wanna do a song together for coffeehouse? that, or, i’ll even play one of your songs for you or something lol. how come I don’t see you w/a setlist? are you in chris’?
Ask me anything
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I can’t believe you just revealed you had “empty sex & lies”
i know right?! it’s like i’m actually telling the world when it feels like i’m telling no one….I’m sorry if that came out sort-of like TMI, but I’m an open book. I guess the only way to move on in life is to rid of skeletons in your closet regardless if...
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how do you know christine concepcion and the other youtube “stars”?
I only know a few of these YouTube “stars” personally, but I’ll mention only those I’ve physically met —- 1. Christine Concepcion and I met back in Summer 2005 on a month-long trip to Europe with the same church-group-affiliation. We go way back! (k-mart sweaters,...
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What’s your advice for someone who has given up on everything, doesn’t like waking up in the morning, and is depressed all of the time?
I don’t know what to tell you.. Sometimes I have those shit days where I feel like I’m alone in the world, and to be honest, it doesn’t feel good. I know it’s pretty difficult to stand during these times but...
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are you going to visit me when you come to california?
Yes, as long as if you visit me once I start living there. :) I’m coming for my spring break: March 12-20!
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Why are you so flamboyant all the time?
OH, I don’t think I hang out with you “all the time” but, in case you haven’t figured it out by now… *NEED I SAY MORE?*
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“Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of...”
– Blessed Mother Teresa
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what’s sexy to you
I needed to re-respond to this question: I must have been sleepy or distracted when I answered.
SEXY, I feel is ALL but what exudes raunch, or sex for that matter. I understand some people take words so literally, but I think SEXY is all about your “steez” (your style) or your persona. Of course, in the end, it matters if any opposing...
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how are you so upbeat?????
I try to keep a level head at all times, especially when I’m around a crowd of people. Not to be confused with a “front”, but I’m an optimist. Don’t get me wrong: I have the tendency to not be “so upbeat”, but it only happens once in a while. anyway, it all depends on the setting, the mood, and the people. I’m not gonna go...
How the Heck?
How the heck do people make their layout so amazing? I just chose mine from the editor thing and picked the first thing I saw that was green. Ouf.
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what’s your favorite outfit?
From the little I have to choose from, I’d say, my one of four pairs of jeans i own right now, a t-shirt, and any of my cardigans. Under-garments are always clean and the best part of my outfit has to be my Santa Ana Crocs: Canvas loafers. MIND YOU, I hate CROCS. but these made me have a change of heart. PS. I’m a boring dresser.
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Are you crushing on anyone? HMMM
At the moment, no crushes..I used to waste time on those! They’d become one-sided. I say, make effort if the effort is worth it and NOT one-sided.
Why build a house over faith?
I wonder if you’re the same person who asked the “Why Catholicism?” question. Either way, these questions are good questions...
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what’s your favorite ice cream?
If you’re asking by brand, I kind-of have one for many.
HAAGEN-DAZ: Dulce de Leche
EDY’S/DREYER’S: Cookies and Cream
Ben & Jerry’s: Imagine Whirled Peace
Breyer’s: All Natural Vanilla
Blue Bunny/Blue Ribbon: Vanilla
Coldstone: White Chocolate w/Heath Bar pieces
….and brandless (because I...
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Why Catholicism?
I hope you know; your short question may be asking for an essay! Lol. Catholicism is where it’s at! I say that without bias because (without revealing unnecessary/irrelevant details) I’m at a point in life where things are internally conflicting. To where I know is right, I am straying from. However, that doesn’t mean I put faith/religion down....
What time is it?
Person #1: I wanna clock her in the face!
Person #2: Ooohh! Can I watch?!
“GOOD, BETTER, BEST. Never let them rest. ‘Til your GOOD becomes BETTER,...”
– One of my Elementary school Substitute teachers (via @LOSTKIDmikec on Twitter)
Speak the TRUTH!
jonjohn72:
With time, we gain weight
because we accumulate so much information and wisdom in our heads
that when there is no more room,
it distributes out to the rest of our bodies. So we aren’t heavy,
we are enormously cultured,
educated and happy.
“Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else...”
– Ambrose Redmoon.
Near or Far
I can’t seem to figure out what school to transfer to for the life of me. I thought it would be so much easier than this. I’ll never obtain a higher degree at this rate: Where to go? As of Fall’10, I should have obtained my Associate’s Degree in Liberal Arts & Sciences for Communications w/Public Relations and Advertising as my concentration. What a mouthful!!...
Note To Self
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My resolution is to stop being so worried about...
allyhardy:
The people that matter LOVE me.
You couldn’t have said it better, but, even then it’s hard to know who matters.
Internal Conflict..
…has become all the rage. I now care what people think of me. That’s not me.
Did I really?
What appears to be reminiscent of the day I made my first “Xanga” account, I feel like I’m fourteen again; but this time, I’ve nothing to say. That’s news. Instead of meaningless banter as demonstrated on the parallel (twitter), there’s possibly still that part of me thriving to exist outside of syntax. Who would have known two years ago when I regretfully...
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