February 2012
1 post
I wrote on my mom’s birthday card: “For the record, you are the only woman I’ll ever love. I love you for understanding that.” ——- Dear Mom, when will you get the hint?
January 2012
1 post
Swallow my pride.
November 2011
1 post
October 2011
6 posts
An Article by Melinda Selyms, author of the book ...
Twelve years ago, I converted to Catholicism and began a long dialogue with my own sexuality. At the time, I was involved in a lesbian relationship that had been going on for a little over six years. I had, in the course of researching the Catholic position with a view to refuting it, encountered the Church’s teachings on homosexual relationships before, so when I decided to embrace the...
I come to Tumblr...
…when I can’t update my Facebook status and can’t tweet what I really want to say. I also can’t tell any certain person anything I usually post here, but if you read it, that’s okay: at least you know, I’m an emotional wreck — only a mirage of stability. I must say, it’s probably awkward for you to read these. No one interacts with me here, which is...
And he told me..
“You’re my shit. You’re like my shit.”
— My dad.
On friendships/relationships.
“It’s not every day that we mix human relationships. Work is work. Business is business. Family is family. Friendships are friendships. Personal relationships are personal relationships. To some, lines are very blurred… or, there are no lines at all. How often do you mix the two? It doesn’t happen all the time but when you’re in it for the long haul (whether it’s work, business, family,...
Sad Days
I’ve been trying not to feel bad for myself, but, it seems I can’t help it. I notice that this “sorrow” I’ve been feeling had manifested itself when I ate alone in my car after I got out of work today. (Like, an hour ago.) I haven’t been an emotional eater in a VERY long time, but, tonight I just couldn’t control myself. I pounced on the very first...
Apparently
most didn’t give a fuck. To those who did: Thank you, thank you, thank you!
September 2011
3 posts
I'm going back to Cali.
First time in 3 years!! It’s supposed to be different this time around. Possibly awkward, too! But I’m not worried about that. *crickets*
June 4, 2007
I became 200 lbs. (I only remember because I wrote a post on Xanga) Today, September 29th, I’m back down to 200 lbs! The 15-20 lbs I gained since 2007 weren’t very friendly to me. Here’s to the journey downwards. :) It’s bound to be a great one!!
9/11: These 9/11 Airline Recordings Are the Most... →
I wanna cry. 9/11 is a mostly visual terror. Photos of exploding towers are synonymous with the day. But the fear, desperation, and confusion captured in this chatter between pilots, the FAA, military, and terrorists themselves are unbelievably chilling. The New York Times’ audio archive of the day’s radio…
August 2011
2 posts
August 1, 2011
24 days until I’m 24! :) This is a good day.
July 2011
4 posts
Day 1. Again.
In our society, people respect weight loss. Even if you do nothing cool or interesting or memorable for the rest of your life, you’ll have done that.
FUCK YOU.
That is all.
June 2011
5 posts
My greatest fear
is becoming irrelevant. I’m afraid it’s already happened.
Did I ever update from "that" post?
I’m healthy. :) HIV NEG as of 6/7/11.
May 2011
4 posts
Research Finds Time As A Means to Happiness →
abztrax:
Drawing from their research and that of others, Aaker, Rudd, and Mogilner extracted five time-spending happiness principles:
Spend time with the right people. The greatest happiness levels are associated with spending time with people we like. Socially connecting activities — such as hanging out with friends and family — are responsible for the happiest parts of the day. However, work...
Narnia changes lives.
The Chronicles of Narnia makes my heart long for the life I left behind. It reminded me of the obvious parallels to God and everything good that I once claimed to have loved wholeheartedly. In the final scene of the third installment, “The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader”, I think I cried for reasons beyond me. The scene brought the remaining Pevensie siblings,...
It's just a fucking test.
No it isn’t. Lol, I’m being so dramatic about this, I probably have nothing to worry about.
I'm scared of taking a test.
….my first HIV/AIDS test. It’s on Monday. Technically, I just need to get blood work done, but, at my check-up today, the opportunity arose and I asked if I could check for other things as well. Although I’m willingly taking this opportunity, I’ve managed to be scared shitless. Not that I think there’s anything wrong with me, but the next two weeks are gonna bother...
March 2011
3 posts
Dancing on a friday night
williamsales:
expectations-vs-reality:
Expectation:
Reality:
Submitted byjustanothercasualtyofsociety
then i guess i live in a fantasy world, cuz that’s not what my nights out look like hahaha!
WE NEED YOUR VOTE(S)!
christineconcepcion:
Hey! Please VOTE for us at: http://www.ultimateweddingcontest.com/entry/145100. (1 vote per person - help spread the word!) THANKS! :)
I mean, I don’t have much TUMBLR pull, but, hopefully people will keep voting. I’m going to this wedding BTW. lol!
February 2011
2 posts
January 2011
4 posts
Teaching someone how to.....Sing?
causing:
So I’m starting to take a singing class - very informal and very low key. My friend Sanger is teaching me, and eventually wants me to perform at an open mic night. Sure, I can perform in front of a national television audience, but a coffee house with 20 people scares the shit out of me.
Grow some balls and just go for it, Adrian.
So….I taught a singing class……...
The things we do..
…to make our dreams a reality.
Audition in Ft. Worth/Dallas, TX, THIS WEEKEND. I’m shitting bricks.
Happy New Year!
It’s here! :) Y2K11!
December 2010
1 post
If you want it...
just ask for it.
September 2010
1 post
August 2010
1 post
American Idol? I hope so.
Help me! I’m still trying to figure out what my song is. Well.. Maybe I won’t after I get enough people to help me decide.
July 2010
19 posts
Out with the old.
Goodbye. I would be stupid to stick around for you. You’re not really worth going through so much trouble for. Sorry, friend.
30 Day Challenge - Day 4
A habit that you wish you didn’t have Nailbiting.
UGH eversince I could remember. However, I don’t bite them like your typical nailbiters do. They somehow manage to make their fingers look gross. My fingers, however? AREN’T! :)
30 Day Challenge - Day 3
A picture of you and your friends.
Christmas 2009. LOL. we’re not usually this tame.
30 Day Challenge - Day 02
The meaning behind your Tumblr name
sangerous = a play on words to assist in pronouncing my name.
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I had to post this now, because I have work tomorrow. shift: 1:30 - 9:30. I already know I’m gonna be waking up around noon. Aaahh..
30 Day Challenge - Day 1
I’m doing this, so that in 30 days, you’ll probably know more about me within the next 30 days. Let’s hope I can commit?! A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
1. I brush my teeth in the shower. 2. My doppelganger history includes: Mr. Popo (DBZ), Al Roker (Weatherman), Andrew Garcia (AI) 3. I have an ongoing battle with my jeans. Somehow, there have...
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Friends < Family
Someone asked: “What if friends = family?” I answered: “You’re right, even family is pretty conditional.”
Pretty friggin’ true if you ask me.
Some 'friends'
…are a waste of effort.
I don’t know why I put out like that. But I’d rather not. (for a while, anyway)
Party Crashers.
Don’t be “that guy” lol.
janengine-deactivated20101011 asked: I mittttth you.. sometimes. Ok, this is not a question.